If I were to choose one best word to describe how it feels
to deal with undergraduate students, that word would definitely be: FUN. Well, not
always, but mostly yes, fun is the word. Undergraduate students usually have
had at least the basic knowledge for certain field (in my case, this thing),
which means they’re kind of equipped to do some discussion. At the same time
however, they’re probably not that well-aware of the need to balance between being
as evidence-based-as-possible and being in touch with the ‘art’ part of the
medicine. In addition, from what I learnt both from my own process and some ‘talks’
with some hundred undergraduate students these last few years, this awareness takes
time to develop; and many just wouldn’t get there by themselves and end up practicing
what one of my lecturer called “kedokteran pertukangan”. As I have been lucky enough
to have mentors who have made me aware of this delicate part of medicine, at
those times when I have the chance, to somehow return the favor, I usually try
my best to get the students into the realization of this. I do fail at many
times, of course, and as I said, it’s a gradual process that takes time so one
time talk would hardly suffice.. but it always feels good to somehow feel like
I’m the starter. Although maybe I’m just being self-consoling and delusional, I
don’t know. And I should probably try to write in shorter sentences, but..
Anyway.
One reason why “FUN” is the best word for describing “dealing
with undergraduate students” is because they ask good questions and they don’t
give a sh*t. As with most ‘beginners’ who are recently flooded with new
knowledge, usually they haven’t yet able to discriminate which persons who are
able to answer which questions, so they just ask randomly based on whatever
random things they might encounter along the way… and they can be f*cking curious,
which is awesome! They could’ve just popped out some questions about genetics or
molecular biology stuff nobody in the entire clinical world has ever thought
of. They could also ask some very general questions that might require the
whole day and night to explain like, “How do we do CBT?” and I have to think
pretty hard to give an answer that would fit in a one-or-two-minute speech
without giving the impression of “Oh. Just that? Think positively and just that?”
no, it’s not just that, it’s more, that’s why you need to be committed
to it. Some questions are also related to reasons behind some practical and ‘technical’
things that we –residents- in clinical setting sometimes just reiterate (do I use reiterate correctly?) without
fully understand the reason(s) behind it, so it could also be a pretty tough questions,
such as, “If we’re inquiring about suicidal thoughts, wouldn’t it give the idea
to a patient who might not have the idea in the first place?” To answer that
question, I have to ‘stitch’ knowledge about how cognition works, added
possibly with the explanation about instinctual drive and that excitation vs
inhibition system in the development of the nervous system, and if they’re even
more curious, some explanation related to that Fre*d id-ego-superego thing. I
could’ve talked all day, but to stitch that to fit a one-or-two-minute time
frame, again, it’s a pretty tough challenge! Still, I like taking questions. While it is understandable that random questions might be scary as
we might look bad if we couldn’t answer them, I find it more delightful than
dreadful when people somehow help me to ‘refresh’ on what I know and what I don’t.
In doing clinical work, it can be quite easy to be ‘trapped’ in a pattern of
running things the ‘as usual’ way i.e. the way that we know. Trouble is, things
are actually ever-changing and if we’re not aware of these changes, it could be
dangerous. So yes, it’s nice to have some reminders that I should continuously learn
to better fit the nature’s challenge each day :D
So. My typical discussion sessions with undergraduate students
(and occasionally with clerkship students who just started their rotation in
the department) usually starts with a self-introduction. Other than mentioning my
name, this introduction also states my level of competence (e.g. I’m currently
on semester *censored* of my education)… and sometimes followed by a
little explanation with the stages of the residency. This serves
twofold: 1) It helps familiarize the undergraduate students with the
educational process of residency; hopefully it might catch some
interest in the field as well; 2) It helps them to kind of know what I might
be able to answer, and what not. I also state that we’re under the supervision
of [insert supervisor’s name here], so suppose some unresolved problem arise
during the discussion, they could refer to the supervisor for assistance, or
even better, textbooks.
After the introduction, the opening sentence is usually something like, “Okay, today we’re going to talk about [insert topic here]; I believe you have read some or most of the material… So. Any questions about it, please?” It’s Indonesia, and being given that statement, the typical Indonesian students would just look at each other while mumbling, “Apa ya.. nanya apa ya..” If there are some somewhat-atypical students who are just geared up with questions –and luckily these kind of students more often exist than not- then it’s my lucky day (I DO get lots of lucky days! Isn’t it nice?). They would start asking questions, and soon their friends would start asking questions too, then the discussion can proceed mostly nicely. When it’s not my lucky day, however, I usually continue by asking, “Okay so what have you learnt so far about this topic?” and I start pointing at people to give answers. If still no answer, I add, “There’s no right or wrong answer. I just wanna hear any thoughts, experience, opinions -or questions if you’ve now had one- about this topic.” So far, these steps never fail. Discussions can then proceed, and I can occasionally do my 'scientific blabber' with those students being some “willing ‘victims.’” Everybody’s happy. Haha. I don’t even need to be show-off-y let alone be defensive about some arguments, since I can always say, “I’m not too sure about that, but if you check the texts about [insert the specified topic here], you might find the explanation there. Well let me also check, and we’ll go back to that a bit later, okay?” and I keep my promise of going back to it. They mostly understand that limitation, and many times it stimulates them to self-search the answer, and later when they eagerly wish to tell about what they’ve found, I just need to dig through it and check if we’ve found the same explanation. Many times it was me who had learnt from them, not the opposite, so it’s nice J
After the introduction, the opening sentence is usually something like, “Okay, today we’re going to talk about [insert topic here]; I believe you have read some or most of the material… So. Any questions about it, please?” It’s Indonesia, and being given that statement, the typical Indonesian students would just look at each other while mumbling, “Apa ya.. nanya apa ya..” If there are some somewhat-atypical students who are just geared up with questions –and luckily these kind of students more often exist than not- then it’s my lucky day (I DO get lots of lucky days! Isn’t it nice?). They would start asking questions, and soon their friends would start asking questions too, then the discussion can proceed mostly nicely. When it’s not my lucky day, however, I usually continue by asking, “Okay so what have you learnt so far about this topic?” and I start pointing at people to give answers. If still no answer, I add, “There’s no right or wrong answer. I just wanna hear any thoughts, experience, opinions -or questions if you’ve now had one- about this topic.” So far, these steps never fail. Discussions can then proceed, and I can occasionally do my 'scientific blabber' with those students being some “willing ‘victims.’” Everybody’s happy. Haha. I don’t even need to be show-off-y let alone be defensive about some arguments, since I can always say, “I’m not too sure about that, but if you check the texts about [insert the specified topic here], you might find the explanation there. Well let me also check, and we’ll go back to that a bit later, okay?” and I keep my promise of going back to it. They mostly understand that limitation, and many times it stimulates them to self-search the answer, and later when they eagerly wish to tell about what they’ve found, I just need to dig through it and check if we’ve found the same explanation. Many times it was me who had learnt from them, not the opposite, so it’s nice J
Well.
I might have further say about this, but let’s just keep it
for later; I have some ironing to do. Bye bye for now!
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