Sorry for saying this,
but for me, having my own marriage is something beyond my imagination.
The question "kapan nikah?" many times sounds more like, "apa yg
dibilang mommy T-rex ke baby T-rex tepat sebelum meteor menabrak bumi
dan menyebabkan punahnya dinosaurus?" for the answer is quite the same:
"I don't know, and I don't think Google knows either." I don't even know
why I related marriage with mommy T-rex and baby T-rex. It's not that
I'm bothered by the question or such, but sometimes I just kinda wonder
why some people (maybe) think that I should be bothered with it. I've
been called "aneh" or "sinting" like hundred times, I'm used to it. So
if the consequence of not-immediately-getting-married is being called
"weird" or such, that's just highly negligible.
I think Ge Pamungkas -one contestant of Stand Up Comedy Indonesia season 2- is kinda hot. He's kind of mix of some of my crushes; if he lived within my environment, he'd surely be my crush once in a while. I mean, he's got jokes that makes me seriously laugh, he's crazy upon performing yet looks cool and humble upon receiving critics, he has lots of energy, he notices small things, he plays with sounds, he plays bass, he has good vocal skill, and he's also neat, smart, and determined. He's like "Om AE KW 1", and I believe with all my heart that Om-AE's-KW-versions will only lost his hot-ness when it's already in KW 20 or more. Plus, I have viewed all his videos, and somehow he's constantly funny! As one judge once said, being funny could be one hard thing, but being constantly funny is one harder thing, so.. I enjoy continuity, and this Ge has it. So yes, I'm a fan :)
I already have two resolutions that i expect to achieve by----2017, maybe, and those are: 1) becoming a psychiatrist (hopefully, and no, we're not talking about this in this paragraph :p); 2) being a part of "The Real Group Festival", either merely as audience or even workshop attendant, if possible. If one might question why I'm still so eager in doing musical things even though i've already have a job which is not-so-music-related, the answer is quite simple: music is my life. It’s not once or twice that i tried to push it away, but turn out that I just can’t. Music seems to always play inside my head, and singing is somehow my favorite sport. Not just sport, for me it’s also a personality and mood detector, applied both for myself and people around. I find my judgement that was based on visual consideration only could still go wrong by approximately 20% of it. Audio-visual judgement, however, or even auditory judgement only, somehow have higher accuracy. So yes, I believe in music. And since music in my life, then yes, i believe in my life. And somehow when you start believing in your own life, it just started to provide you with good things. I got pissed a lot, of course, but rarely significant to cost me pain, I guess.
I enjoy lying down in the couch in front of the TV while covering myself with bedcover. To some extent, that makes me feel much like a normal people. Well. Though I rarely able to exactly define what "normal" means, apparently :p Another skill i guess i'm lacking, aside from physics, accounting, swimming, doing small-talks, understanding brain anatomy.. a lot.
I often consider that many people are to-some-degree delusional: people who kill in the name of religion, women who got married before turning 20 (haven't they read about cervical cancer and that the cancer is prevalent in developing countries? or.. is it possible that they dont know that Indonesia is a developing country?), attendants of Jakarta Lawyers Club and whoever had the idea of puttting the show on TV, people who put on good 'make up' just to attract a possible romantic partner, parents who don't exactly talk to their children and let the TV be the children's friend instead.. it's just all over. Maybe that's why i rarely worry that being a psychiatrist will somehow got me 'jobless' and unpaid; instead, it's just all around.. and yes i guess i should stop looking at people and trying to determine which F diagnostic code he/she's probably having or going to have :p
Well, anyway. Believe it or not, I’m happy with my life and also with other people’s happy life. Have a nice weekend y'all :)
I think Ge Pamungkas -one contestant of Stand Up Comedy Indonesia season 2- is kinda hot. He's kind of mix of some of my crushes; if he lived within my environment, he'd surely be my crush once in a while. I mean, he's got jokes that makes me seriously laugh, he's crazy upon performing yet looks cool and humble upon receiving critics, he has lots of energy, he notices small things, he plays with sounds, he plays bass, he has good vocal skill, and he's also neat, smart, and determined. He's like "Om AE KW 1", and I believe with all my heart that Om-AE's-KW-versions will only lost his hot-ness when it's already in KW 20 or more. Plus, I have viewed all his videos, and somehow he's constantly funny! As one judge once said, being funny could be one hard thing, but being constantly funny is one harder thing, so.. I enjoy continuity, and this Ge has it. So yes, I'm a fan :)
I already have two resolutions that i expect to achieve by----2017, maybe, and those are: 1) becoming a psychiatrist (hopefully, and no, we're not talking about this in this paragraph :p); 2) being a part of "The Real Group Festival", either merely as audience or even workshop attendant, if possible. If one might question why I'm still so eager in doing musical things even though i've already have a job which is not-so-music-related, the answer is quite simple: music is my life. It’s not once or twice that i tried to push it away, but turn out that I just can’t. Music seems to always play inside my head, and singing is somehow my favorite sport. Not just sport, for me it’s also a personality and mood detector, applied both for myself and people around. I find my judgement that was based on visual consideration only could still go wrong by approximately 20% of it. Audio-visual judgement, however, or even auditory judgement only, somehow have higher accuracy. So yes, I believe in music. And since music in my life, then yes, i believe in my life. And somehow when you start believing in your own life, it just started to provide you with good things. I got pissed a lot, of course, but rarely significant to cost me pain, I guess.
I enjoy lying down in the couch in front of the TV while covering myself with bedcover. To some extent, that makes me feel much like a normal people. Well. Though I rarely able to exactly define what "normal" means, apparently :p Another skill i guess i'm lacking, aside from physics, accounting, swimming, doing small-talks, understanding brain anatomy.. a lot.
I often consider that many people are to-some-degree delusional: people who kill in the name of religion, women who got married before turning 20 (haven't they read about cervical cancer and that the cancer is prevalent in developing countries? or.. is it possible that they dont know that Indonesia is a developing country?), attendants of Jakarta Lawyers Club and whoever had the idea of puttting the show on TV, people who put on good 'make up' just to attract a possible romantic partner, parents who don't exactly talk to their children and let the TV be the children's friend instead.. it's just all over. Maybe that's why i rarely worry that being a psychiatrist will somehow got me 'jobless' and unpaid; instead, it's just all around.. and yes i guess i should stop looking at people and trying to determine which F diagnostic code he/she's probably having or going to have :p
Well, anyway. Believe it or not, I’m happy with my life and also with other people’s happy life. Have a nice weekend y'all :)
Yup.. Single and happy seems like better solution these day
ReplyDeletewedyan. ada dua alasan kenapa di sini ketok nek galaumu parah tenan:
ReplyDelete1. you read my blog
2. you somehow use it as reference. normal people don't do this :p
u should consult a shrink. or your mom, works many times ;)